As I sit here and think about what I should and should not say as relevant to the few readers, I’m galvanized by the fact that I need to censor my thoughts and ranting. If I can’t complaint, moan and emote in my own spot then I mind as well go into my closet and get into the fetal position. Life is almost over.
Can’t say what I really think as it might offend, can’t really do what I really want as it might be offend, can’t really emote as much as it might make people uncomfortable, and definitely can’t really blog as much as I might miscommunicate. Here’s the solution!
Say what you want when you blog and deal with the consequences later, if at all. Say what you want while you still can as life, as we’re constantly reminded yet again, is way too short. Do what you like because you might be robbed and lose all your pittance money all too soon, and emote whenever possible as you don’t know when that person will soon not care.
This is all coming at a time when I’m ready, albeit less eager, to leave all I’m comfortable and accustomed to to delve into a land of foreign beer and bizarre idiosyncracies. I no speak Thai! How can I pack over 30 years of life accumulation into two 70 lb bags!! How can I distinguish between items I really need versus what I might need and never need but would like it nonetheless!?!? Honestly, I’ve given so much stuff to Goodwill this year that I should become a shareholder, or start my own non-profit org. I’m keeping Goodwill in style this year!
I decided to ask inlaw to take some stuff to inlaw’s foreign land so to lighten my load at customs in Thailand. Bigger dilemna is to sort out what to send to the cold country versus the weather challenged one. Cold country require warm, thick clothes with long boots whereas Thailand would be great for tanks and shorts – both of which I own none of. Should be simple but I feel separation anxiety from what I know to what I think I may have to inebriated to appreciate. Moaning again.
I’ve censored my moaning so as to not offend. Inlaw said in few words that I need to abrogate my personal belongings to what is essential. Inlaw obviously does not appreciate the fact that for a woman, everything is essential. Need that compact hairdryer, that particular alpha-hydroxide moisturizer and the same top that comes in 5 different colors. There are other items, but since this is about censorship – it shall not be mentioned.
When is inlaw leaving again???